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Tracey Emin says she ‘totally accepted death’ following cancer diagnosis: ‘That’s what kept me alive’
Tracey Emin says she ‘totally accepted death’ following cancer diagnosis: ‘That’s what kept me alive’
Tracey Emin has opened up about “totally accepting death” when she was diagnosed with an aggressive form of bladder cancer in 2020. In June 2020, visual artist Emin was diagnosed with cancer, and subsequently underwent a series of major surgeries, including a full hysterectomy, as well as the removal of her urethra, bladder, lymph nodes, and part of her vagina and intestine. In April 2021, she shared that the cancer was “gone” after the surgery. In a new interview with The Times, Emin, 60, explained that upon her diagnosis, she was told that there was no guarantee the surgery would be successful in removing the cancer. At the time of her diagnosis, Emin said that she had feared being “dead by Christmas”. As a result, the Turner Prize nominee explained: “I totally accepted death – absolutely, totally.” “I think accepting death on such a profound level was what’s kept me alive,” she said. “I thought, you know what? Death looks after itself. We all die – now I’ll look after living. “I realised that my life has never really been living. I’ve been just dying. I’ve been so nihilistic. I thought, this is gonna change – if I get through this I want to look forward to things and I want to be present.” Emin, 60, now has a stoma (an opening on the abdomen connected to the urinary system allowing waste to be diverted out of the body) and uses a urostomy bag, which she will need to use for the rest of her life. On International Women’s Day in March, Emin penned a powerful personal essay in The Independent about her relationship with her body after surgery. Here, the artist admitted that she “hated” her bag, “but most days I’m philosophical; knowing that it keeps me alive”. She recalled: “One of my greatest golden moments was when my entire bag came off in Chanel on Bond Street: a tsunami of p*** cascading down my body crashing to the champagne-carpeted floor. Everyone was lovely and understood, Chanel even sent me a beautiful bouquet of flowers.” For the article published in The Independent, Emin created an exclusive acrylic on canvas artwork, titled “Marriage to Myself”. She also shared a candid photograph of herself standing in front of a full-length mirror with her white urostomy bag visible. While Emin works almost exclusively in the paint medium now, in June she unveiled three bronze doors that she secretly worked on for the re-opening of the National Portrait Gallery following a substantial £44m redevelopment. Etched in individual panels on the doors are 45 female faces, which Emin explained were inspired by facets of her “soul”. Emin said that her arrangement with the National Portrait Gallery was that she was not paid for the work (the gallery only paid the production fees), in exchange for total creative freedom. “It wasn’t a commission,” she explained. “I did it for free. I think the gallery wants to push the idea of portraiture in a different way. “There’s so many different ways to experience somebody’s, let’s say, soul. It doesn’t just have to be what they look like. It could be a portrait of the soul, for example. It could be lots of different things. So I think they wanted it to move away from the idea of classic portraiture. To stretch it.”
2023-11-11 21:30
The 2024 Tony Awards set June 16 ceremony with a new location at Lincoln Center
The 2024 Tony Awards set June 16 ceremony with a new location at Lincoln Center
Theater fans, mark your calendars: This season’s Tony Awards will take place on June 16 at Lincoln Center for the Performing Arts in New York City
2023-10-05 01:15
Exclusive-US FDIC is probing former First Republic Bank directors and officers
Exclusive-US FDIC is probing former First Republic Bank directors and officers
By Douglas Gillison and Chris Prentice (Reuters) -The Federal Deposit Insurance Corporation (FDIC) is investigating potential misconduct by executives and
2023-11-02 07:59
Who is Karen Attiah? Megyn Kelly calls writer 'rabid antisemite' over her support for pro-Hamas tweet
Who is Karen Attiah? Megyn Kelly calls writer 'rabid antisemite' over her support for pro-Hamas tweet
Karen Attiah also received backlash from several others as Megyn Kelly posted about her
2023-10-12 16:19
Marilyn Manson fined for blowing nose on concert photographer
Marilyn Manson fined for blowing nose on concert photographer
The singer will perform 20 hours of community service and pay $1,400 in fines for the "egregious" act.
2023-09-19 05:56
Fox argues its conspiracy-tinged Jan. 6 coverage is protected by the First Amendment
Fox argues its conspiracy-tinged Jan. 6 coverage is protected by the First Amendment
Fox News argued in court Wednesday that its hosts and guests were merely raising questions and "presented a puzzle to unravel" when they repeatedly suggested, falsely, that January 6 rioter Ray Epps was a government agent who orchestrated the attack.
2023-08-24 06:19
Electric bus maker Proterra files for Chapter 11 bankruptcy protection
Electric bus maker Proterra files for Chapter 11 bankruptcy protection
Electric bus, van and truck maker Proterra says it is seeking Chapter 11 bankruptcy protection from a federal court in Delaware
2023-08-09 07:18
Israel calls on 1.1 million Gazans to evacuate south in order UN warns is 'impossible'
Israel calls on 1.1 million Gazans to evacuate south in order UN warns is 'impossible'
Israel's military has warned 1.1 million people living in northern Gaza to evacuate their homes, amid signs Israel is set to ramp up its retaliatory offensive against Hamas following the group's October 7 terror attacks.
2023-10-13 19:55
Transgender patients sue the hospital that provided their records to Tennessee's attorney general
Transgender patients sue the hospital that provided their records to Tennessee's attorney general
Vanderbilt University Medical Center is being accused of violating the privacy of its transgender clinic patients by turning their records over to Tennsessee’s attorney general
2023-07-26 04:59
Memphis police search for suspect after 3 women and girl killed and teen girl wounded in shootings
Memphis police search for suspect after 3 women and girl killed and teen girl wounded in shootings
Police in Tennessee have launched a manhunt for a suspect believed to have fatally shot three women and a teenage girl and critically wounded another teen girl at three separate locations during a deadly outbreak of domestic violence
2023-11-19 18:18
Trump on tape: Here's what it means and what's next
Trump on tape: Here's what it means and what's next
Former President Donald Trump's history of making inappropriate or questionable comments on tape got another chapter on Wednesday with fresh revelations from his post-White House life.
2023-06-01 21:46
Thai court to decide case seeking PM-hopeful Pita's disqualification
Thai court to decide case seeking PM-hopeful Pita's disqualification
By Panarat Thepgumpanat BANGKOK Thailand's poll body will refer to the Constitutional Court a case over whether prime
2023-07-12 13:00